From being ill in bed with a pick n mix of auto immune diseases… to being re-energised, free of pain and losing 30lbs using the methods I will teach you!

Only a few years ago, I was dead broke. We were experiencing a major recession in Spain due to the worldwide crash. I had no energy and no money. I was in pain, unhappy, anxious, stressed, depressed and overweight. I pretty much hated my life….

How my dream turned into a nightmare….

I was living in the South of Spain in the sunshine, selling beautiful, dream properties to clients. I was a social butterfly organising fun events and full of positive energy.

I travelled to Cuba and got married barefoot on a beautiful, white, sandy beach . On the last day of our wedding holiday, I got really ill from the hotel food.

By the time we arrived back in Spain, I was doubled over with terrible stomach cramps.

I went straight to Ambulatorio and was given antibiotics which didn’t help. I decided I was dying from cancer as my health was rapidly deteriorating. I  put my glad rags on and partied like it was 1999! I wanted to have fun before I died!

By now, the recession had cut really deep. I couldn’t afford to be in the Spanish social security system to see a doctor.

On New Year’s Eve, I went out and partied. I haven’t been the same since!

I woke up the next morning with the flu. I was so ill. I struggled to get out of bed. This went on for months and months….

It took all my energy to get out of bed and have a shower. Then collapse back into bed exhausted from the effort.  Rest half an hour until I had the energy to get up and dressed. Lie back down and rest. Sit at my desk working for an hour until the dreaded fatigue hit me like a brick. Lie back down and rest. The effort to get through a day was utterly draining. And extremely frustrating!!

This was no normal flu! It was a lot worse as the symptoms just got worse and lasted for years….One magical day, I managed to sell a property and earn some decent commission! I immediately paid for private medical insurance.

Off I went to the private clinic with hope in my heart! I was sooooo happy that I could finally go and get the tests I needed to find out what the hell was wrong with me.

I was told by a young doctor in the clinic that there was absolutely nothing wrong with me! She said it was all in my head! And sent me off to the Farmacia to buy some paracetamol. Ufffff…..

Really?! I felt so alone, frustrated, super depressed and cried for hours….

I was in a lot of pain, my muscles hurt and I was very weak. I couldn’t even climb up a flight of stairs. I was in the depths of despair. I wanted to kill myself. I’d been like this for 8 months now. Was this Mystery Illness really a figment of my imagination?

Was I going mad? Was I a Hypochondriac?

It was a beautiful, sunny day in Spain, but I was more depressed than ever.

As I drove to a new doctor highly recommended to me,  I remember thinking dark thoughts, over and over, like an annoying record that got stuck in my head… Thoughts like “Will I ever get better?” … “Am I dying?” “Can anyone help me?” …. “Is it possible for me to go back to being happy, without pain and full of energy?”

I broke down in tears as I told my new Doctor how the last 8 months had been hell for me. I asked her to test me for glandular fever (Epstein Barr Virus). I diagnosed myself using Google!

The results were positive! I felt relief! I wasn’t going mad! Fcuk the other doctor! I knew I wasn’t imagining this debilitating illness! How come I could figure this out and she as a doctor couldn’t?

My new doctor became my guardian angel when I was at my lowest point. I am truly, grateful for her taking time to properly listen to me.

I entered a world of specialists, tests, more tests, clinics, scans, hospitals and three major operations…

Over the years, I have been diagnosed with; Hashimoto Thyroid, Myopathy (neuromuscular muscle weakness), Fibromyalgia, CFS – Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Fibroid Tumours and Epstein Barr Virus (EBV).

The EBV attacks your body in four stages. It lies dormant in your body until a stressful event triggers it. The EBV entered my liver and spleen and then drilled down into my thyroid tissues.

The EBV creates three types of poison which create neurotoxins. After doing damage in my thyroid it then hid in my central nervous system causing inflammation. It attacked that then went into my muscles and took up residence and did damage in there.

It can “feel like a truck hit me”.

Life was horrible. I felt suicidal at times. I cried every day with sheer frustration of the hopeless situation I was in. I was so angry. I just wanted to be back to my “normal self” again. I comfort ate and put on a lot of weight. Didn’t care. Just wanted to die.

One day, my friend, The Intelligent Hippy, came down from the mountains with a big bag of weed! Along with coffee filters, butane gas and some alcohol. He showed me how to make concentrated cannabis oil. Without blowing ourselves or the apartment up!!

Back then all of this was highly illegal. And years later it still is! There’s a stigma in Europe around cannabis. This is due to lack of education. But slowly, things are changing….

But I didn’t care if it was illegal! I ingested a rice size grain of this concentrated, sticky, tar like substance at night before falling asleep. The next morning, I woke up without any pain! I could get out of bed! I felt happy and energised! WOW!! 

During my second year of illness,  I made a decision which changed my life… Forever!

I told myself “I must make use of the time spent resting in bed by learning new skills”. My intuition told me that maybe I am ill for a reason….

I healed myself using what I learnt and practised. And I discovered my true Passion and Purpose in Life!

I’ve literally spent thousands of euros to improve my health. I now have all the magical ingredients for kicking the crap out of auto immune mystery illnesses. I have learnt some major hacks that really do work!

I will help guide you step by step back to health, energy, happiness and wellbeing.

I created Seedella to empower you with knowledge and teach you about the many benefits of the cannabis plant.

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I can´t just sit here and stay silent!

Especially when I know how powerful the cannabis plant and other natural plant medicines are for our health and mental wellbeing.

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